First day of testing is over.
Today was my written test. I did all the right things before the test. I got plenty of sleep, ate before I went, had plenty to drink, used my essential oils and was in the parking lot early to try and relax prior to the test. As I drove up I notice people outside. I thought a fire, something. It was a drill. I got out of the car and waited with everyone else. I prayed. The fire department left and we were allowed in the building. However, the alarms continued to go off for the next hour and a half. We were told that we could reschedule. This is probably what I should have done. I did not I waited. Finally right before they were going to tell us to come back another day the alarms stopped. I thought okay I need to do this. I went in and took the test. I did not do as well as I wanted, but I passed.
I should explain I am dyslexic and have testing anxiety. I was hurt. Not by anyone but myself but hurt because I did not get an "A". I got home and was down. I began thinking why I passed, I can do better next time on the practical. This is something that I have been working on for the last year. My instructors have accommodated me thus far and allowed me to test immediately when I arrived. I just did not count on the events of this afternoon. The lesson in all this sometimes it is not the grade it is just making it through.
I should explain I am dyslexic and have testing anxiety. I was hurt. Not by anyone but myself but hurt because I did not get an "A". I got home and was down. I began thinking why I passed, I can do better next time on the practical. This is something that I have been working on for the last year. My instructors have accommodated me thus far and allowed me to test immediately when I arrived. I just did not count on the events of this afternoon. The lesson in all this sometimes it is not the grade it is just making it through.
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